I Think I’m Fallin For You.

🙂 So today has been excellent and frustrating at the same time. I love being around the people i am around all day. They make me smile and they just make my day. Just being around them in general makes me happy.  I just love being around them. I have never smiled so much in my life. I actually feel like i belong.  And trust me it is a good feeling.

On other topics.

So i went off on a random tangent and deleted most of the popular music off of my iPod and put all of my favorite classical music on it, and now i wish i wouldn’t of done that. So i’ll probably put it back on there after i’m done here 🙂 Goodness why did i do that?! Oh well. I’ll leave the classical stuff on there cause i love classical music,  but i will try and put most of my contemporary music back on there cause i really miss it ;). Oh well music is music. And i love all of it.

I can’t wait till symphony practice thursday because we get our new music :)!!!!!!! And this concert is going to be a lot easier then the last concert. This will be our local composers concert. I hope that sometime in either the near or distant future that i will write a piece for symphony orchestra and that the symphony would play it. That would just be amazing!!! 🙂

Here is a pic of the symphony at our concert on March 6th. It was an amazing concert. No i am not in this picture. They always seem to leave me out ;). Oh well. Tomorrow the White Mountain Independent will hopefully be posting pictures from our Music Is… concert so i’ll try and put them up once i find them :).

Have a good nigth everybody.

 

A Cirlce’s Round, But Mine Has An End.

Today has been good i guess. I was with family all day, which always feels good. You don’t realized how much you miss someone until you see them again. And you really don’t really realize how much you miss someone until they’re gone. Yes i have had better days, then today has been for me. But today will do. I re-discovered a part of me that i forgot was there. And i’m hoping to keep the mentality that i have had all day. I need to; it’ll help a lot.

On other topics.

So recently (last night)  i lost the guy that i thought was my best friend. I told him everything at one point. But then our friendship went bad.  He isn’t the same person i once knew and cared about.  So i told him that i wasn’t going to talk to him anymore, and once i told him how i felt, i said bye, never to turn around again. I deleted him. Sure friends can be added again, but he will never obtain that same place in my heart that he once had. You can’t treat me like that and expect to get that place back. He used to value OUR friendship, but he’s changed. And he’s not the boy i once knew.  So goodbye truly is the best solution. As of right now, i don’t even miss him. Not after the way he treated me last night. Goodbye to him. Let him take his anger out on someone else. Maybe he’ll figure out that you can’t stay mad at the world  forever, and that when you mistreat friends, they leave you standing there in the shadows.